Chase

Time is taking a turn

life is giving another chance

this is it or you kill a dream

At last I see some signs

dreamcatcher on my back.

Take the risk, break free

coming out of this circle of trust

sleepless nights again

an urge to create something unknown

Really a shake wakes you up

Here I am thinking where to start.

One life, make it happen

I am born to live

Stop the chase and make your own destiny

A safe happy life

is it just a nightmare?

Dreamcatcher on my back,

gave me another chance.

One life, see the signs

go out there and breath the fresh air

Let it go, change few things

let it happen, whatever comes around

Wake up with a shake

breath the fresh air

Let it go, there is a new start

Follow the dreams, the one which is yours.

Make it happen, it is the destiny !

Signs

the soul searching..
music and nature..
herbs and the clear air..
so someone said.. I am part of the system now..
its hard to feel the natural life..
the one naturally comes to us..
and then we choose the one which is framed by others..
ah! well yes... work, plan, shop, money and dream of the perfect one.

So, 'the plan'.. work now and live it later.. the life
so isnt it just one we got..ahem yaa..
so what we do.. take the risk?
follow the signs..
JUMP !... ??

Walk..

A dark room with no air

I am walking in circle..

The circle of life

Same old one everyone walks

Walk of life.. sometimes slow

Somewhere fast, full of joy and sorrows

Am I complaining?

May be, just experiencing.

Want to get away, far away from these dark sand

Want to smell the fresh cold morning

Somewhere cozy and warm

Smile and see the next life

Forward.. forward.. want to go ahead

See the future me

Wish you were here..

Plays in my head

Whenever that will happen

Till then we dream

Sleep till I break free.

Forever Mine

As the candle burn
I think of all our memories
time passes by
we think and smile

wish you were somehwere out there
thinking of me with love and care
But, now you are mine forever
smiling beind the clouds
looking at me from somewhere..

say my name again
call me one more time
wish this was a dream
and we could be together again.

our song, your voice
its all in me
But, forgive me when i get busy
time passes by
and I smile when I think of you now
tears have vanished
But, i still miss you deep inside my heart..
I still belong to you..
wish we could be together again..
as friends forever..

Bon Appetite

Yesterday clothes and today it is food. So, another movie? Well, yes… and a true one which was so perfect that we can all relate. ‘Julie and Julia’ released in 2009. Well, if you have seen the movie you know it’s about the food lovers. People who like to cook, like me. And ofcourse for that you have to be a foodie too.

Honestly, I was more interested in the Julia part of the story than Julie, but we cannot ignore the practical issues showed in Julie’s life, which I think we all go through. The working women, who work all day and is too tired to make some splendid dinner with the same delight and flavor. It is true, no matter how much I like to cook, but when I come home tired I just cook to eat.. anything not that horrible in taste would do. Ah, ofcourse check the calories, so better just have the boring tasteless diet food or salad and go to sleep. Just don’t think about it!

I was thinking that maybe I should get back to my old days when I decided to cook. I still do, but it just not the same. Not so experimental and playful. It is more like a job. So, I have decided to start that again, not now because the reason I started at the first place is not with me right now. Well, im talking about the one I love, joy of my life.

Funny to think about that in the movie as well… Julia started cooking so that she could feed her husband and that’s even how I started and mostly everyone does, maybe or not. Surprisingly, it works with every man.

And I still recall the first time I tried to make something.. I’ve no idea what it was.. something with eggs and pulses.. and what it became was shit.. I mean literally. I could not eat it, but he did, with a smile.

And the next month I had 1 month break before I went back to classes and I decided to cook. Honestly, the experience was great and it was thrilling to make a dish and the final pleasure to see someone special satisfied that he over eats.

So, hoping to get back together soon and start the festive season again with a lot of calories!

'Fashion fades, style is eternal'

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Just finished watching ‘the devil wears Prada’ and no it wasn’t the first time. But, today it just felt different. After knowing a little about the work behind those clothes, I can say that it’s not so easy. I was someone always who felt fashion is nothing more than a myth. Clothes are more like food and it’s all about the comfort. Of course, the typical that it’s all about one’s perspective.

Though, I would still believe that you never judge the book through its cover and seriously I am so not a fashion icon. May be a little better I am now... climbing up from the almost fashion disaster.  

Truly, it’s not only about the size zero or the click –click. It’s about true personality, something which can change someone’s life and the reputation in this judging society. In simple words, it just feels good when someone say you are looking good... isn’t it? And it’s not so easy to reach that point to get an honest genuine compliment.

We are strong, we are beautiful, we are intelligent, what we wear should not matter. Is it? Yes or maybe not. But, the question is who decides the so called ‘fashion’; well even I have a doubt on that. After all it keeps changing... but isn’t it good… change is constant.

Personally, it seems I am definitely feeling that strong attraction, why people want to be a part of it. It is wild and it is beautiful. If you ask me, it’s your first impression… which lasts longer than we can imagine!

Never Enough

    

It is never enough…

Multiple lives, personalities and different reactions.

Changing and evolving with the place, people and where you are.

Changing for someone, accepting the surrounding.

Guess it is called survival. For few it’s just confusion.

     Often I think where I belong… middle of some busy city pursuing my dream career

    Or somewhere in the mountains travelling like a gypsy, enjoying the true nature.

 I opt one and then I envy another.

It is truly never enough…

Too many friends, casual life and just crazy love.

Hallucinating under the sky with randomness or just music in my head.

Night outs with almost strangers...

Heavy discussions with crazy experiences.

But, often I think of a life with passion.

One love, with genuine thoughts, a soothing flow. Like a break after too much chaos.

It is simple, which makes it so beautiful.

When you wake up with a smile and feel loved.

But then, I opt one and envy another.

Too many things in this world... so much to know.

Art, science, history.. future and the parallel life.

I wonder if surviving is too selfish ?

Which one I want to know? So many varieties to explore.

To me it’s just an experience,

But few say confusion…

Somewhere up there...

For directionally challenged..

someone who is travelling busy dreaming or sleeping,
without any clue where you are heading, yes i dont drive..

seems practically impossible for me to reach from one corner to another..
and oh.. you don't find too many people on the street here to ask for direction..just you and the sign boards
and one wrong turn and there you go back to where you started..

So, this is Dubai... from a different perspective..
for the people out there and the ones in there..

The experience from the top was definitely better and peaceful..
you could never guess what is happening out there..
same as all over the world !

ddddd...3..ddd..

My first 3d showreel.. made i think 2 years back..

Good old days..

What i remember of this painting was the fun while doing it.

Most of it done using my fingers and just paint.

The feel was different and more close to the art.